Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Daddy,You called me at 2am the night before you passed away and i didn't pick up the phone because i was not feeling good and i just woke up.I know snow was coming and when ever snow comes you get all worried.so i said that maybe that's what it was for,you use to call me all hours just to make sure i was ok.You didn't leave a message so i said it wasn't important.Knowing the next day i heard of you passing i'm having such regret that i didn't pick up.Even if it was over snow,knowing i could of heard your voice and told you i loved you one last time it's eating at me.Please forgive me.I would of ran to you with out question if you felt sick i would of been there.I'm so sorry for not picking up.We had our up's and down's but we made peace a long time ago,forgave each other and moved on to build a strong,loving,wonderful Father & Daughter relationship.We gotten very close to each other.You not being here to give me away if i ever get married and your not here to see me start my family and meet your new grand child when ever that might be is just something i can't take.I'm just devastated and i wish for just one more hug and a I Love You or Remember Who Love's You? Jesus.My heart is beyond broken and i'm blessed to have you as my Father.Your,Little Girl <3
